Through my eyes: When i broke
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Complete Wed, Nov 10, 2021<5 mins
This is going to be a series of how i see some of the most important people in my life.
As most of you probably know, I was sexually assaulted when i was younger. And a lot of the trauma surfaced recently.
She held me.
I love you.
Written for my angel. <3
You're such a blessing and i'm so thankful to have you in my life.
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