Shattered
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Last published Sat, Mar 19, 2022
Demetria "Demi" Wargo has panic attacks. Lots of them. Only her best friend, Arsyn Kennedy, is able to calm her down. When a strange accident happens that leaves Arsyn struggling for his memory, Demi doesn't know what to do. She is left questioning if what she knows to be true, actually is.
Just as he starts to recover, another accident happens, and this time the consequences are much more dire, and Demi starts to shatter.
Cover by me🙃
This book is in a first draft stage, so sentences, parts, or whole chapters are subject to change dramatically, or my even be completely removed.
The following trigger warnings contain small spoilers. So if you do not have a problem with triggers, maybe don't read it...
⚠️Trigger warnings⚠️ Abuse, panic attacks, blood (lots of blood), pus/medically gross stuff, suicidal thoughts/actions, homicidal thoughts/actions, drinking, underage drinking, psychological stuff in general, hallucinations, and delusions. Yeah, you may want to read something happier.
There is no language or sexual content.
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