my grandmother 👵

I want to share with you my sad story, I lived with my grandmother for 21 years, she was next to me in all stages of my life, in joy and sadness, she was happy and sad for me, she stayed up nights during my illness, I do not remember that I slept next to my mother as I slept next to my grandmother, she is the only one who She cried for my sadness, now she is no longer by my side, a large part of my heart disappeared with her death, she died two years ago, I can count the days I didn't dream about, I live with her in my dreams, we do like things, we eat, we laugh, we talk, and I sleep next to her She comes to reassure me and encourages me to continue with my life. I tell her that I am always waiting for her to take me when my time comes. When I learned that there is a member of BTS who shares the same feeling with me, I felt devastated. How can he cause all this joy to us while he carries this much pain,My mom always tells me she's in a better place, and she's also waiting for me, I just wanted you to know, Grandma, that I have a baby, she looks a lot like me as you said to me and has wide eyes and a bright face, I miss you Grandma, my tears can't stop, I know you're upset From that, but I'm sorry, two years have passed, and a part of my soul has disappeared with you, I love you, grandmother, come for me every night to continue our long conversations that never end