photography nightmare

if I would have known that walking back in to school hotter then ever after two years of homeschooling would be my nightmare I would have never asked to go and running in to my ex was not on my agenda for the year but thankfully I have one year after this left and I shouldn't have anymore problems but I don't think its that simple expectedly since I'm about to be hired for the school to be there photographer and that will be more stress I don't think I can make it out of this all my friends have know idea what I look like and I only stayed in contact with one of them Jackson but he doesn't know I'm back at school things aren't going the way I want and I don't think that I'm going to make it even a week at this school before hell brakes loose