Can I really redeem myself?
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I felt such tranquility underneath the waters. The surface is loud yet why do I still want to go up? This peace brings me down. I felt heavy yet no matter what I became cold. So why when I searched the surface did I become warm?
I was held in a tight warm hug. No matter what I will not let go of these strings. This string was painted by fate.
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