LOST SOUL
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Ongoing, First published Nov 12, 2021
Mature
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I clutched the blade in my palm forcing it towards his gut.

The bastards surrounding this place raised there weapons aiming them at me.

Analysing his men, I returned my nasty glare towards the figure ahead of me. I drag the pocket-knife down his thigh trailing it towards my own.

Teasing him slightly, I drew out some blood noticing his immediate reaction.

Lowering his head, his heavy breaths crawl down my neck.

"That turns me on."

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What happens when the capo of the largest mafia gang meets a courageous young girl who refuses to be afraid of him and neglects the valorous man.

What he wasn't aware of was her lonely and desperate self which she was compelled to hide. She is afraid of loving and losing people in her life.

Will it be love or war?

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