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I Just Want to Survive

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Reads 203
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Parts 12
Time 1h 52m

Bookloverfanfic

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In August's head everything is so loud and empty, all she wants is to find someone who actually cares about her. Everytime she finds someone they leave. It's the voice in your head that depending on the day is either telling you to kill yourself or that life is amazing. Don't get her wrong, life is awesome. But sometimes your body isn't good enough or nothing is. All she wants to do it heal from everything and everyone who has hurt her. Well it's time to see if she can survive 7th grade until graduation. Sometimes all someone wants is to see if they can live in this world. Because all anyone wants is to be loved cared about

Trigger warnings ahead of time; Suicide, self harm, LGBTQIA+, mentions of abuse, motor vehicle crash, ED
There's a lot in this book, please comment if you find anything else that could possibly be triggering.All Rights Reserved

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