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Messages From Death

elliemoonstruck

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Parts 12
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Reads 51
Votes 10
Parts 12
Time 48m

elliemoonstruck

Mature

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This is a raw story of things I have thought about, come to learn, questions I have asked, and most likely rambles formed from my mind as I go through the grieving process of the death of my dad. I will be transparent with my emotions and will be very real at times. I don't know if trigger warnings will be needed but if anyone does decide to read this please be prepared for limitless emotions and unfiltered feelings throughout this entire book. I'm choosing to document everything to not only see what I have learned not to mention in the future how I have grown from this tragic situation my family and I was quite literally thrown into but in hopes that it will help others who lost a loved one as well feel seen, heard, and most importantly not alone.All Rights Reserved

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F**K Death by Steve Case by oliviairene278

A grief book to tell you its ok to not be ok and will never say "it all happens for a reason" When you lose a loved one, you're going to feel that loss. Hard. And healing through your grief can be the start of a long journey, especially when every other book on loss is quietly patting you on the head, telling you everything will be okay. But guess what: We know everything is not okay. And we're here to both be sorry for your loss AND actually help. This is a straight to the point, honest-as-hell grief recovery handbook. Paring away the cloying sympathy and the pitying hugs, Hardcore Grief Recovery; F**K Death stands at your side through the five stages of grief. giving you a shoulder to lean on and a friend to yell "f**k this" with. This book will be honest about: -Denial: manage the impulse to say "this can't be f*cking happening" with mindfulness and grounding -Anger: how to be an a**hole without ruining your relationships and how to practice proper anger management and release -Bargaining: advice for ditching the "what ifs", reframing your situation, and reclaiming your agency -Depression: tips for when absolutely everything feels like sh*t and a variety of strategies for expressing your pain -Acceptance: how embracing the suckage allows you to move on, even when your world might feel completely different Covering each moment of your grief journey and asking the tough questions along the way, this is part grief book. part grief journal that will ultimately pick you up, dust you off, and help you heal.

The Trouble with Trust [COMPLETED] by AlleyandMisha

I'm about to tell you a story about a girl. A normal girl. A girl that had no cares in the world, until her trust for it was stripped away. When you read her story, you'll find yourself trusting her, loving her, rooting for her. But you see, not everyone gets to trust the world. Not everyone has a happy ending. --- Halfway through the kiss however, his attitude changed; instead of being a loving embrace, it became a fierce trap. His grip on her waist tightened, trapped her where she was instead of simply holding her where he wanted her. The hand in her hair grabbed a section of it, enforcing his demand for her not to go anywhere. Before she knew what was happening, he left go of her hair, and pushed her to the ground. She gasped, suddenly able to breathe. He stood up and walked over to her. He placed a soft hand on her cheek, just like he used to when he was telling her how special she was to him. None of the emotion was there this time however, all she could feel radiating from his was rage. "You shouldn't have run off, babe," he said bitterly. "I was about to show you how much I loved you. Instead, I now have to show you what happens when you anger me." --- The men regarded her, before she was shoved to the ground and one produced a whip. There, laying broken on the floor, as the other girls watched, she was whipped. Slowly, she felt her skin breaking in time with her heart and her will.

Amnesia by xoxoControlFreak

*ON HOLD* *Previously known as Expiration Date* Every single day I get up and I feel my heart stop- just a bit. This is not me- I am not this person I let everyone see, someone happy and good humored. I am scared. But who isn't right? I can't let people hurt me, so I hurt myself. I don't want your pity- I want closure. I want to know what happened that night- the night that changed everything. And even though I am denying it- I want to share with someone to get reassurance of the fact that I am not mentally ill. ***Acknowledgments*** Thanks: To my readers- thank you for being there and bearing with me. To wreckedhavoc for my awesome-saucylicious cover. To CrimzSky for encouraging me to start this mess. To everyone who has critiqued my work and given me things to improve on. To everyone commenting on this story and telling me what you think. And most importantly to my cat, random things running through my mind, and caffeine. Nah, just kidding thank you guys for giving my book a shot- I never thought I'd be able to achieve what I have (even thought that is not that much in comparison to bestsellers). Dash

Love Like A Delinquent by 3mmaRawrs

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Sold To My Husband (MxB) by xshellyboox

~Book One Of The Sold To Series~ *UNEDITED* Sneak peek.......... "Yes, he's my son, please don't hurt him I'll do anything" he begged. Does my dad finally care about me? But why he gotta tell him I'm his son that now put me in more danger, dammit! "Anything?" the Greek god said once again scanning over my body before licking his lips. "Give me your son," he said smirking which causes his cute dimples to poke out dam- wait what did he say? "Mr. Dragon, Please anything but that" my dad pleaded. Of course, I love my dad and he loves me we just have a fucked up way of showing it but my dad would never give me to this sexy motherfucker. "I'll give you 2 million dollars," Mr. Dragon said I assume that's his surname since that's what my dad called him. "Really?" my dad asked is this dickhead bastard considering it, yes I finally said it and I don't regret it. I'm worth more than that considering I'm a virgin and have a big ass so it's gonna have to be more than that before I let that happen. "Sorry but-'' my dad was about to refuse the offer when he interrupted him with another offer. "4 Million dollars and considered all your debts paid," He said. My dad quickly got up and looked at me before looking back at Mr.Dragon. I know my father is not about to- "OK." my dad said. "Wait! Hold up Mister, I'm 18 which means I'm old enough to make my decision and my dad do not have a say in this!"I yelled. Causing all attention to myself which I quickly regretted. Mr. Dragon face lights up in amusement at what I just did. "Either that or you both die, simple," he says looking me in the eyes. Why are his eyes so damn intimidating?! *Sorry not really good at descriptions * WARNING!: MATURE LANGUAGE AND CONTENT!!!!! Voices- Rank #5 to Rank #3 to Rank #1 Sold-Rank #13 to Rank #7 Mxb- Rank #9 to Rank #4 Mpreg - Rank #2 Bought - Rank #2 Bxm - Rank #2 Anyway, hope you enjoy! :)

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"If only I hadn't fall in love..........." An unreported medical error caused Jeff's mother's sudden death....... 12 years later, the time for vegeance has finally come.......... He finally made it. Jeff Thanapon, a doctor now, working at a major hospital in Bangkok. The very same hospital whose covered- up medical error caused his mother's sudden death 12 years back. Since then he'd live for nothing but revenge. But now..... "No matter what happens, I'll always love you...." Jeff felt himself lost in Alan's sad eyes and he hesitate...... His hand and the knife freeze for a moment....... Would forgiving this person be wrong? Foreword A dramatic story....... At first it was just a part of Jeff's plan for revenge.... But as he got closer to him, he started to feel something..... Will he choose vengeance in the end? Or could this really be a path to his happiness? A story about a truly bittersweet romance, torn between love and revenge....... I've written this years back based on an otome game game. Ive fallen for Alanjeff couple so Ive decided to change the previous pairing to them now. I changed almost 15-20 percent of the game storyline and added my own perspective to it.

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F**K Death by Steve Case cover

The Trouble with Trust [COMPLETED] cover

Love Like A Delinquent cover

Sold To My Husband (MxB) cover

LOVE OR REVENGE (COMPLETED) cover

90 days of healing cover

Extinction cover

His Little Flower (18+) (Completed) cover

F**K Death by Steve Case

A grief book to tell you its ok to not be ok and will never say "it all happens for a reason" When you lose a loved one, you're going to feel that loss. Hard. And healing through your grief can be the start of a long journey, especially when every other book on loss is quietly patting you on the head, telling you everything will be okay. But guess what: We know everything is not okay. And we're here to both be sorry for your loss AND actually help. This is a straight to the point, honest-as-hell grief recovery handbook. Paring away the cloying sympathy and the pitying hugs, Hardcore Grief Recovery; FK Death stands at your side through the five stages of grief. giving you a shoulder to lean on and a friend to yell "fk this" with. This book will be honest about: -Denial: manage the impulse to say "this can't be f*cking happening" with mindfulness and grounding -Anger: how to be an a**hole without ruining your relationships and how to practice proper anger management and release -Bargaining: advice for ditching the "what ifs", reframing your situation, and reclaiming your agency -Depression: tips for when absolutely everything feels like sh*t and a variety of strategies for expressing your pain -Acceptance: how embracing the suckage allows you to move on, even when your world might feel completely different Covering each moment of your grief journey and asking the tough questions along the way, this is part grief book. part grief journal that will ultimately pick you up, dust you off, and help you heal.