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Dernière publication jeu., janv. 6, 2022
His fingers ran through those dark shaggy locks on his head. The vitality of the situation was finally beginning to cave in on him. Besides him laid a sleeping brunette, that brunette he had grown to love more than anything in his life. Beads of sweat formed between his tense brows, furrowed and arched. All of his life- lost to one simple idea. He had sold his future to his best friend. A return seemed nearly impossible. One could think that a mistake might be able to be redone, but this- this 'mistake' had been a week in the making. No return. No escape. As much as he cared for Taro, this was too much. School, family, hobbies, gone. An accident.
But then again, it wasn't really an 'accident' was it?
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This is my very first non-fanfiction related story that I'm posting! It probably won't get much attention, but I put a lot of effort into it! A piece of myself is in each of the characters- so I have a deep connection with them. I don't know if anybody will read this, but yeah. If you do happen to check this out, please let me know if you like it!
For that people that mostly read fanfiction (which- same) a lot of my ships are incorporated into the main relationship.
⚠️I personally don't think there are many trigger sensitive moments in the story.. but if you are sensitive to panic attacks then be aware that there are a few (1-2) scenes with them in it.
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