He clicked the pen his therapist had given him, opening the first page. In big letters, he wrote, "Reasons To Live: 1-100." Then, he flipped to the middle of the journal. He paused, felt-tip inches from the page. This was gonna be another mistake to add to his long-running list, wasn't it? Caving, he put the pen to the page. "Reasons to Die: 1-100." The idea was simple; old as time. First to one hundred wins. *** After being kicked from the friend group his second year, radio silence from Bakugou over the summer, and a suicide attempt, Kirishima starts to spiral when he returns to UA. Bakugou walks back into his life wanting to know why his hair is black all of the sudden. Kirishima x Bakugou fic ⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️ full credits for this story go to brigreenie on Ao3!!!