Drown in my ocean of black box dye
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  • Reads 3,227
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 3h 29m
Ongoing, First published Nov 14, 2021
He clicked the pen his therapist had given him, opening the first page. In big letters, he wrote, "Reasons To Live: 1-100."

Then, he flipped to the middle of the journal. He paused, felt-tip inches from the page. This was gonna be another mistake to add to his long-running list, wasn't it?

Caving, he put the pen to the page.

"Reasons to Die: 1-100."

The idea was simple; old as time.

First to one hundred wins.

***

After being kicked from the friend group his second year, radio silence from Bakugou over the summer, and a suicide attempt, Kirishima starts to spiral when he returns to UA.

Bakugou walks back into his life wanting to know why his hair is black all of the sudden.

Kirishima x Bakugou fic

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