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Drown in my ocean of black box dye

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Time 3h 29m

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He clicked the pen his therapist had given him, opening the first page. In big letters, he wrote, "Reasons To Live: 1-100."

Then, he flipped to the middle of the journal. He paused, felt-tip inches from the page. This was gonna be another mistake to add to his long-running list, wasn't it?

Caving, he put the pen to the page.

"Reasons to Die: 1-100."

The idea was simple; old as time.

First to one hundred wins.

***

After being kicked from the friend group his second year, radio silence from Bakugou over the summer, and a suicide attempt, Kirishima starts to spiral when he returns to UA.

Bakugou walks back into his life wanting to know why his hair is black all of the sudden.

Kirishima x Bakugou fic

⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️
full credits for this story go to brigreenie on Ao3!!!All Rights Reserved

angst bakugou bakukiri kiribaku kirishima kirishimaxbakugou mha myhero myheroacademia sadkirishima triggerwarning tw

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Dead Boys (BakuDeku) by lyzard_fan_fics

It's gonna be angsty bois. Sorry. Also told from Katsuki's pov, which is kind of new for me. Also, no quirks! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We close our eyes, blind our pain Nobody ever could explain All the dead boys in our hometown Katsuki Bakugou moved from his home town when he was ten. He was ten when he moved, so he didn't exactly have anyway to keep in contact with his 'friends'. Eventually they all just seemed to fade into an empty memory. Except for one boy. He couldn't quite remember his name, but he remembered his unruly green hair and obnoxious freckles. Katsuki had no clue why this boy in particular stood out to him, but he was determined to find him again and get to the bottom of it. Now that he was seventeen and moving back to that same little town he grew up in, he can actually seek out the boy. But the boy doesn't seem to want to be found, at least not by Katsuki. Every time the blond thinks he's about to catch him, the boy slips through his grasp. With Katsuki's nonstop searching... will he like what he finds? ******Trigger Warnings****** Heavy bullying Mentions of self harm Mentions of suicide I think that's it but if anything else comes up I'll add to the list. There will also be warnings at the top of chapters that contain triggers. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHH I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK.

𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙙 (𝗄𝗂𝗋𝗂𝖻𝖺𝗄𝗎) by wiiped-outt

Nothing lasts forever, especially not the things you would die to have with you for the rest of time. Katsuki Bakugou knows exactly what that's like. ~~~ When a rough disease lands Bakugou in the hospital, he's determined to get better quickly and get the hell out of there. But when he meets a red-haired, way-too-energetic sick boy, he suddenly finds himself spending much more time there than he ever could have expected. ~~~ "I think it's kinda cool, 'cause orchids are also really hard to take care of and can die really easily. Sometimes, I think, like, I'm an orchid. Not literally, of course, but if you think about it, we're pretty similar. We're both hard to take care of, can die easily, et cetera. You know what I mean?"  "Whatever."  "See? You get me," Kirishima said, slowly laying back into the grass. "Sometimes, you just feel like a flower." ~~~ » completed august 16th 2020 » lowercase intentional » see profile for other works

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

Priceless by LarryTheDemon

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Upside Down - Kiribaku by iletitburn

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🌸 Pathetic 🌸 by Hedgehogladdie429

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Tired of pretending (kiribaku) by Blastyboi_1

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