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Drowning in my blame

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Reads 58
Votes 4
Parts 4
Time <5 mins

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I didn't know what else to do, my brain began to think about the unthinkable. I was shaking. Clearly petrified but I tried again and again.All Rights Reserved

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The Memorable Birthday - DISCONTINUED

I could barely listen to his words due to the ringing in my ears and the tears falling freely from my eyes. "Don't blame yourself, this wasn't your fault" But how could I not? . . . . . . . . . . image from Pinterest