I may not be the most patient man, but not when it comes to you angel. I waited enough, blindly and naively you could say. Maybe someday I will tell you how much I desired you my whole life and how stupidly I imagined you being with me, knowing that it was pure fantasy, living in my own personal fool's paradise. You were happy with Yoongi and that was my biggest desire. Seeing you happy was always enough, even when I felt like tearing my heart out of my chest to stop the pain. But it didn't matter. You were happy, until you weren't anymore. !WARNING! Contains mature language, heavy graphic scenes with sex, drugs, abuse, suicidal thoughts, etc. If you are uncomfortable with such themes, I recommend you not reading this book. The scenes will not be marked, so please keep that in mind.