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Dean's Diary

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Parts 66
Time 2h 1m

Dean gets back from hell and decides to write a diary to deal with his PTSD. He quickly finds comfort in writing down his feelings and discovers more about himself. When he realizes his true feelings for his Angel he doesn't know if he should act on them or keep them locked away.

This story explores more behind-the-scenes moments from Dean's perspective. Everything we saw and didn't get to see on screen, he wrote down in his diary. This includes the time he spends with Lisa and in Purgatory. The journey will begin at season four and all the way through season fifteen. 

I'll add more Tags as I add more chapters and I don't own any of the characters or the front picture. There'll be some episodes from the show I won't include and they'll be so chapters that don't belong to a specific episode. That's why I'm gonna put the episode number and title on each chapter and the ones that don't belong to an episode I'll call (Extra). I hope you enjoy this long journey with Dean. Feel free to leave comments and feedback, that would make me so happy.All Rights Reserved

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Night after night after night. Sweating. Shaking. Sleepless nights tossing and turning. Can't sleep. The dreams. The nightmares. They keep coming back again and again. I roll over and pick up my phone and hit call. "Vicky they keep coming back. I can't ever sleep anymore." "It's alright just try to read a book or watch a movie tonight. Drink some tea to calm your nerves." "Alright thanks for answering I know it's so late." "No worries, Jess. Goodnight!" I get up to go boil some water for some tea. I head back to my room to read a book as Vicky suggested while I wait on my tea. But all I can see are flashing images from my dreams. Nothing makes sense. The dreams started a year ago and I can't get them to ever stop. Sometimes I feel like they are real. The images are so vivid and the feelings are so intense. Almost feels like lightning striking through my body that wakes me up every time. Once I wake up, all I ever remember is him. Dean Winchester.

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