Dean's Diary
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Dean gets back from hell and decides to write a diary to deal with his PTSD. He quickly finds comfort in writing down his feelings and discovers more about himself. When he realizes his true feelings for his Angel he doesn't know if he should act on them or keep them locked away.
This story explores more behind-the-scenes moments from Dean's perspective. Everything we saw and didn't get to see on screen, he wrote down in his diary. This includes the time he spends with Lisa and in Purgatory. The journey will begin at season four and all the way through season fifteen.
I'll add more Tags as I add more chapters and I don't own any of the characters or the front picture. There'll be some episodes from the show I won't include and they'll be so chapters that don't belong to a specific episode. That's why I'm gonna put the episode number and title on each chapter and the ones that don't belong to an episode I'll call (Extra). I hope you enjoy this long journey with Dean. Feel free to leave comments and feedback, that would make me so happy.
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