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Connor is suffering with depression which he feels like he's been living with for eternity but when he meets a boy named James he begins to question everything...

will he ever except himself?All Rights Reserved

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Book 1 This is a boyxboyxboyxboy story! 17 year old Jaxon Young is only good at one thing: fighting. He fights his teachers, his father, and he fights for money. Fighting is the only thing he's good at. It was supposed to be a regular night in the ring for the young street fighter when things turn south quickly. Police show up, arresting people left and right until no one is left to run away, and among those who were arrested is Jaxon. His offered a deal. Go to jail or get passed along to some criminal conversion camp. Obviously not liking the first option, he chooses the second but quickly realizes he should have just gone to jail when he finds his new roommates making out on the floor. His roommates have their eyes set on him, but will he let them do anything about it or will he fight this like he does everything else? ONCE AGAIN, this is a boyxboyxboyxboy story. 4 boys. Together. Thank you for your time. This cover was made by: @1-800-get-yeeted TRIGGER WARNINGS for this story include: abuse, violence, mentions of rape, eating disorders, homophobia All of the above can be avoided in the chapters though. In each chapter containing sensitive topics, a trigger warning is given as well as a summary of the chapter so everything is explained in a better, non triggering way. Stared: November 5, 2019 Ended: June 20, 2021 Ratings: #1 in boyxboyxboyxboy #1 in poly #1 in triggerwarnings #1 in criminals #1 in camp # 1 in gaypride #1 in polyamory #1 in lgbt #1 in gayfiction #2 in bl

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"You're god sent, you're everything I've ever needed. I wouldn't be who I am right now without you, thank you, for shaping me and moulding my heart around yours. You've given me nothing but love these past few years when I've needed it most. Connor, you are truly golden." - If you'd have asked James ten years ago where he'd be in ten years time, one, he'd never say married and two, he certainly wouldn't have said dying. However, both of those are reality and learning to deal with that means for some rocky and unstable road. Instead of facing the heartbreak he'd cause, he kept everything inside, writing it down in a collection of moments for Connor to find and reflect on once James is no longer around. Completed 24/07/17

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