I'm done.

I've always been told to suck it up. To live with it. To push through. To grow up. To learn, but what if I can't anymore what if I'm giving up. What if it's just been one day to long and I can't do it anymore, I can't fight anymore. I thought this was it I thought this was the end, I thought I was done.
Then he showed up, he ruined me at times, he healed me in others, so in the end it was always my decision, my life, but now for once in my life there's is someone I may hurt, there is someone who will lose me. How could I be done after this?