The good girl's suffering

she's a good girl before, she can't tell what she wanted to tell. But everything's messed up when her mother left them. All she can't do before, she can do now even if it's disrespectful and she doesn't care about their feeling, because in the first place, they didn't consider her feeling too before. She just want to be a mirror, a mirror who reflect her feelings before and even now, she's suffering.