A boy torn. Burdened by apart of his past that he tried so hard to hide away. They took something from him on such a joyful day, something he could never take back and knew was lost forever. And something in him had died along with it. He didn't know whether the ones who raised him knew. But for some reason they looked at him different, forcing him to pull away from them one of the hardest things he had to do. That broke him to a point he thought was beyond repair.~~~~~ Then you came in. From out of the blue, you were there.Trying to hard to be there even though it meant hiding the truth. Made him doubt his beliefs and regret some harsh decisions he made when he was sober. You awoke something in him, something he wants to call monstrous but yet so beautiful. He didn't want you to touch him, he didn't want anything to do with you but he yearned for you so bad it scared the sense out of him, knowing he was digging a hole he was going to find some trouble climbing out of. Fear of the pain he felt as the memories slowly washed back from the darkest point in his mind he chose to lock up forever. But this new beauty was making that very difficult.