*ON HIATUS*But Why Me?
Skymoon_98
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 10m
Skymoon_98
Ongoing, First published Nov 16, 2021
Mature
angstautismgaygaynesslgbtmentaldisordermurdernonbinaryromancetransgender
⚠️TW⚠️
Rape/Sexual Assault
Boyxboy
Abuse/Bullying
DID
Self harm
Mentions of suicide
Swearing
Suicide

Ash who is non-binary cut ties with their friend. They have some signs about being autistic, them and their sister live alone together.

Austin is a transgender male(ftm), he just moved here and wants to get to know Ash but Estella, Ash's ex friend keeps getting in the way of that.

Estella used to be a normal girl but something happened that made her brain snap. She has two personalities, one very kind side and one very aggressive side. She might have a case of DID.
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