*ON HIATUS*But Why Me?
Skymoon_98
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  • Reads 157
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  • Parts 16
  • Time 1h 10m
Skymoon_98
Ongoing, First published Nov 16, 2021
Mature
angstautismgaygaynesslgbtmentaldisordermurdernonbinaryromancetransgender
⚠️TW⚠️
Rape/Sexual Assault
Boyxboy
Abuse/Bullying
DID
Self harm
Mentions of suicide
Swearing
Suicide

Ash who is non-binary cut ties with their friend. They have some signs about being autistic, them and their sister live alone together.

Austin is a transgender male(ftm), he just moved here and wants to get to know Ash but Estella, Ash's ex friend keeps getting in the way of that.

Estella used to be a normal girl but something happened that made her brain snap. She has two personalities, one very kind side and one very aggressive side. She might have a case of DID.
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Ash is autistic and OCD, she has zero friends and her wife just divorced her. Not only that, she also takes everything Ash owns except her apartment. Ouch! River on the other hand is impulsive, a bit cocky and she talks with her fists....literally. Life is about fun, alcohol and sex for her. What happens when Ash needs a roommate to help pay her debts while River is in need of a place to stay?? Well opposites attract so they fall in love, and run off into the sun set. Kidding! It's never that easy... . . . BOOK 2 HAS BEEN UNPUBLISHED, IT'S PROBABLY A PERMANENT THING. I'll leave it to your individual minds to imagine what Ash and River's future may look like.

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