a soft spot.

immortality, jealousy, death. you have to face these everyday. reliving your death in your dreams. an immortal human, but what exactly are you?

you're not human or dead. perhaps a goddess would fit.

a cruel goddess at that.

if any of your servants messed up, off with their head i suppose.

for the ones you liked, you showed a nicer ending to, showing mercy.

a monarch like you was a wild card - unpredictable & dangerous.