Lost into you

"How can someone still stay in relationship when it hurt so bad?"

" How can you say your still happy when your in pain?"

I'm Venice Elijah 24 years of age, a bachelor's graduate, smart and kind. I'm a semi good daughter and have some many flaws in character.

Akala ko pag nagtrabaho ako mas giginhawa ang buhay ko, I have my own income and I'll buy what I want. Same as love, akala ko pag in commitment ka masaya. Yes, there are times na mag aaway kayo but at the end inaassure niya pa rin yung halaga mo.

Am I wrong to assume that being loved is always wonderful and amazing? Bakit ganun I always lost myself. I always hurt. Is it what love is?

I love you but it hurt so bad.

This is my story where the battles begin. Where happiness and pain meet and build a more stronger relationship. Which self loved is lost.