~Delusional~
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Last published Thu, Nov 18, 2021
Left alone, nowhere to go, nowhere to call home... She's not your average girl. Imagination, hope, faith... The mind is a powerful tool. But if allowed to go too far, one can truly become... Delusional.
A book by: ALiteralToaster
[Warning!]
- This book will (At some point) depict very dark and adult themes, which some audiences may find unsettling. These can include anxiety, depression, abandonment, etc. You have been warned
- This is the only official source of which this was published on. If you find this story on anywhere EXCEPT Wattpad or Inkitt, it is not made by me. Looking at you, Teenfic.
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