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Identity

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Reads 5,034
Votes 196
Parts 15
Time 3h 14m

abuse angst anxiety depression grief homeless marvel orphan peterparker spiderman tomholland

Within only an hour, it felt like his world stopped spinning. His life collapsed. He gets the opportunity for a second chance, but will it be worth all the trouble?
Extended summary inside.

This is a prequel to Permanent, but you can read them in either order! Permanent is already published (and completed) on my profile.

Updates every Sunday!
Start date - 8/28/22
End date - 11/20/22

TW - Abuse, suicide, bullying, violence, injuries/blood, (brief) language, and (brief) panic/anxiety attacks
I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it.

Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.All Rights Reserved

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Peter was Jealous of His Heart by ilikehorsesandcake

"Because how does one continue through all this? Still keep pumping, unrelenting. Peter was jealous of his heart." Peter Parker accidentally gets himself captured and tortured. Every moment different to the next, his reality breaking and his sense of hope fading with every twisted moment spent in agony. When he is not being tortured, he is being sedated, drugged, paralysed, which further disorients him. Sometimes he cant tell the truth from reality. Will he ever be rescued? will they find him? or will they only find his body? ...OR 17k ish words of mostly angst This is inspired by a couple 2024 whumptober prompts (yes I know its late sue me): 1: Race Against The Clock 10: Blow To The Head 14: Left For Dead plus others can be applied, too.

Broken by mazecatt

Everything was going well in Peter's life. Sort of. He thought it was, at least. But then within ten minutes, his life started going downhill. Fast. Extended summary inside. I have it rated as mature because of some topics in here. I would only recommend reading this if you're over 15-16. Updates every Sunday! Start Date - 1/2/22 End Date - 3/13/22 TW - Rape/mentions of rape, sexual assault, self-harm, bullying, homophobia, violence/abuse, panic/anxiety attacks, language (including some homophobic language) Best rankings #2 - parkner (6/3/22) #6 - superfamily (3/29/22) #6 - parley (6/28/22) Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

His Last Hope by lonely-nerd

Peter Parker, an orphan who's been in the system since he was 3 years old, he's now 15 and has no hope of finding a family accepting the fact that he's going to be there until he's 18. He doesn't believe in happy endings, he doesn't believe he deserves one. Peter finds that the one thing he always wanted more than anything but never thought have he'd get, he finally has. A family. But will he let them in? What happens when they find out he's SpiderMan? What happens when he's in the worse place he's ever been in? Will his new family be able to save him? Will he get the happy ending he doesn't believe in? Sorry I suck at descriptions. Trigger Warning: Drugs, Anxiety, Self harm, Depression, Eating disorders, Suicidal thoughts, mentions of rape. Recently fixed mistakes.

Permanent by mazecatt

Peter Parker was dead, and he was okay with that. He had his new identity and his new life ahead of him. That was until he texted the wrong number. Extended summary inside. There's a prequel for this story! Of course, this was published first, but they can be read in either order. It's called Identity, make sure to check it out!! Updates every Sunday! Start date - 4/24/22 End date - 8/21/22 TW - Abuse, violence, injuries/blood, bullying, panic/anxiety attacks, language, (brief) mentions of suicide I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

The Pain of Existing by Glittercat34

MATURE!!!! "Why?" "It takes away the pain of... existing." May contain triggers. Homecoming universe. NO/LIMITED TW MENTIONED!!! READ WITH CAUTION!!! ngl... I wrote this a long time ago and you can really tell. it's not great. read if you want to, but don't have crazy high expectations. if you want a better quality story, I would just go to some of my more recent works :) Started: 8/4/18, Finished: 4/6/20 Highest Rankings: #2 in #sick #5 in #depressed

Stronger by mazecatt

Peter Parker had a perfect life. When he was born, maybe. But not now. Never in a million years could this be a perfect life. Extended summary inside. Updates every Sunday! Start Date - 8/1/21 End Date - 11/21/21 TW - Abuse, torture, violence, injuries/blood, kidnapping, shooting (briefly in chapter 1), panic/anxiety attacks, bullying, mentions of suicide/talk of suicide, language (Cap made me) I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Rankings #1 - abuse (1/13/22) #1 - orphan (1/13/22) #2 - peterparker (1/13/22) #7 - superfamily (4/26/22) Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

Broken But Not Alone by lonely-nerd

Peter had been in a bad place for a while but how long until he gives up his fake smile that everyone believes? Can he be saved in time? Is there another way out other than the only one Peter can think of? Set after homecoming. Trigger warning: Self harm, Panic attacks, Eating disorders, Suicidal thoughts/attempts. Recently fixed mistakes.

Forever by mazecatt

Peter had never been in a relationship before. It was a new feeling, it was perfect. Until it wasn't. Not that it mattered though, he thought it was fine, so why shouldn't it be? He was prepared to live with it until the new country kid showed up. Extended summary inside. Updates every Sunday! Start date - 1/21/24 End date - 4/14/24 TW - Abuse/violence, injuries/blood, panic/anxiety attacks (brief), language I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

You're not Steve by marvelbeans

14 year old Peter Parker's had nothing but bad luck, he's been homeless for 6 years. But things start to look up when he gets a wrong number text. The descriptions bad, but please give the story a chance. :) I don't own any of the characters, just my writing!

Becoming SpiderMan by gay--nerd

Peter Parker, a broken orphan, who's been in the system his whole life and he's not who he hoped he would be. But now after something great happens and he's fostered, he has the chance to right his wrongs but will he take it? Will he become the hero he's needed his whole life? Or will he keep being the kid who made all those mistakes? He's been given a chance at a better life but will he take it and stay though he'll lose someone he loves? Or give it up and leave with them? Warnings: Depression, self harm, violence, sight smut, death. Thanks for 1k views.

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Peter was Jealous of His Heart

"Because how does one continue through all this? Still keep pumping, unrelenting. Peter was jealous of his heart." Peter Parker accidentally gets himself captured and tortured. Every moment different to the next, his reality breaking and his sense of hope fading with every twisted moment spent in agony. When he is not being tortured, he is being sedated, drugged, paralysed, which further disorients him. Sometimes he cant tell the truth from reality. Will he ever be rescued? will they find him? or will they only find his body? ...OR 17k ish words of mostly angst This is inspired by a couple 2024 whumptober prompts (yes I know its late sue me): 1: Race Against The Clock 10: Blow To The Head 14: Left For Dead plus others can be applied, too.