Why cant i Cry?

Tommyinnit angst.

This story happens in real life.

Tommyinnit the famous streamer slowly was getting replaced by his best friend eren.
Tommy noticed how his friends found eren more cool, kind and funny.

When tommy found it out that they starded to hang out more whit eren, or you could barely say only whit eren. Tommy starded getting sad, not only that they starded to only be whit him, they also put him in the sbi.

It made tommy so sad that he evin cried himself to sleep. But he was also thinking. Why do they like him more? Am I to annoying? Am I really that bad? That was what tommy was thinking evrey night.

But he cried already so often that no tears were left anymore. Tommy was desperate for the pain he wanted to feel again. But SH(self harm) was sadly a bad way to copy.
But it felt good, it felt good to cry and feel the pain. It helped tommy to clam down.
Until it didn't.
He did it so much that no tears were left anymore.

No tears, he couldn't cry anymore, he couldn't feel anymore.

He was a void in his own body of a shell.

The only problem that was now.

Is that philza,techno, wilbur, eren, ranboo,tubbo and tommy were having a meet up.

If they'd find out, tommy would have a lot to explain.

TW.

Angst
SH
Suicide thoughts
Suicide Attempt
Pills

(no i dont hate eren or something, he also won't be a bad character in the story so don't worry.)

Charakters in this story.

-Tommyinnit (main character)
-wilbur
-techno
-philza
-tubbo
-ranboo
-eren
-eret(background character)
-George(backround character)
-sapnap(background character)
-dream(background character)

The picture isn't frome me.
The story idea is frome me so please don't steal it.
Ask me for preamision if you want to use my idea.

They/them (because I don't want to tell you my gender)
You can call me mom/dad or strawberrylemonade/lemo