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Desperate to Die || The Owl House

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Reads 500
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Parts 3
Time 57m

Small_Raging_Turtles

amityblight angst angstwithhappyending edaclawthorne gusporter hurt-comfort king lilithclawthorne lumity luznoceda suicidalthoughts suicideattempt theowlhouse toh willowpark

Luz made a mistake but it's alright. She was going to fix it.

She has to fix it. No matter the cost.
 
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Trigger warning! Suicidal ideations (though it's more of a self sacrificing situation)
Angst with a happy ending, I promise

Published: 11/20/21
Completed: 11/29/21All Rights Reserved

amityblight angst angstwithhappyending edaclawthorne gusporter hurt-comfort king lilithclawthorne lumity luznoceda suicidalthoughts suicideattempt theowlhouse toh willowpark

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