Illusion of Love
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Last published Sun, Nov 21, 2021
Sometimes I think is it possible to love someone so effortlessly and to worship them as if day and night? When I think of you, it reminds me of all the hardships I've faced and I think that you're the fruit of everything I've beared. I strive everyday, bear everything, stay silent so at the end of the day I'd see you smile at me. I'd hear you tell me how proud you are of me and how much I've given you happiness. To see my soul reflected in your eyes and to see honour reflect back is a dream I've never given hope on. The motto of life is to love and to be loved. And there is no love without hurting. As I lay at night, I trace patterns in the sky thinking you're at peace and wherever you are, you're okay. Your success and ease and happiness has numbed all my hardships and just seeing you smile makes me feel like I can rest in peace. Loving is hard but what is love without pain.
"I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures
Are all I can feel."
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