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I've Changed.

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Sick. 
That's all you feel after a night of constant shots and hard alcohol. 

But how would I know? 

I'm only the weird, boring girl with no social life. Straight A's for all my grades and my cup size. 
Try hard. 
Normal. 
Less-than average. 
Who is she again? 

All normal responses if you ask anyone who I am. 

But if you ask me? 
I'm not who you think I am. 
I'm not the same person I was in 7th grade.

I've changed. 
I grew up. 

But to everyone else I'm still the same. 

I'm done being the normal, boring girl that is invisible to everyone else. 
That is not who I am. 

How far do you have to push the limit of change before everyone else sees it too?Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Mystery Diary (DISCONTINUED)

Ok started this in 2017, it's currently 2019 and I'm not the same person who wrote this, my style is completely different and so are my opinions and personality, I apologise if u want to read this but I like to keep it up on here as a memory of who I was. Elle Gordy. That's me. Plain old Elle Gordy. I was completely happy and content with my life. That's what everyone thought. No one knew how I hated almost every day in the year. There's more to me than what meets the eye. No one knew that I was thriving for something interesting to happen in my life. Everyone saw me as a straight A student who never did anything wrong. Because everyone saw me as that person I could never be anything else. Until something changed everything. Something gave me a chance to be myself. And this is how it all happened.