Incognito
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Tiring. Meaningless. Confusing.
That's how I would delineate the world. Yes, I know how do I think the world is confusing when I managed to pass all my A-Levels with an A* and my current grade in university is a 1.1. Although I am academically smart, there is still so much in this huge world I don't know about. Everything around me feels surreal, too complex to comprehend. When I get lost in my own thoughts I constantly find myself in derealization - who am I? What is this world? Is this reality?
People say the confusion goes away as you age, but in my case no. As a matter of fact, she made it worse.
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