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Diary Of A Lovesick, Immature, Slightly Depressed Fangirl (A Dan Howell Fanfic)

MyLittleGhostKing

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Parts 16
Time 2h 2m

MyLittleGhostKing

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Book 1 in the Lifeless series (you'll get it if you read it)
22 year old Alec Samantha Burleigh has been watching YouTube since it started back in 2006. She has watched the works of many people, from Jenna Marbles to Smosh Games to Tyler Oakley. But two of those YouTubers have stood out and made a difference in her life, apart from entertainment. But will one little accident lead to one of her own fanfictions becoming a reality?

***WARNING: I DO NOT OWN DAN HOWELL, PHIL LESTER OR ANY OTHER PEOPLE FROM REAL LIFE.***DOES NOT INCLUDE SEXUAL CONTENT; DOES INCLUDE CUSSING***All Rights Reserved

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How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

Irreplaceable Friends (Phanfiction) by Fandomiology106

It all began when Phil Lester (AmazingPhil) have a crush on Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire). But Phil doesn't know that Dan have the same feeling on Phil. But when they are together will everyone appreciated them or will hate them for being this way... Hey Fandomiology106 I have to tell you that this is my very first fanfiction I ever write, so please support it if its not good than the other phanfiction you have readied or wrote it or it the cover that look like that is not right or something. But if you like it then please follow me for future fanfiction that I will write. Also please comment it of what you think of it or opinion of fanfiction writer or even your favorite shipper that you want me to write it. I REALLY DO CARE OF WHAT YOU THINK OF IT.... Either way enjoy. :)

⁺˚*･༓ 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 | 𝑫𝒂𝒏 𝑯𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 by wandasdream777

(this was written when I was in grade 8 when I thought I was the shit so fyi it sucks) Arianna (people call her Anna) is best friends with Dan and Phil, two big British youtubers. When on a trip with him and her friends something tragic happens. Anna's been living with Dan and Phil for sometime after being kicked out of her parents flat. Anna soon realizes her love for Dan. Will this effect their relationship? *completed on June 30th 2015* Warning - Self Harm (may be triggering), smut and swearing. I got some of the ideas for this story from one of my favorite fanfictions:)

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Save Her (Daniel Howell) by PunkRock_LifeStyle

Bailey is depressed and extremely anxious. She can barley leave her house without having a panic attack. Her mind is constantly mocking her, yet nothing is working. Her medicine is useless, and her therapy is pointless. When her parents feel like Bailey needs a change of scenery, they move across the world to London, England. Little did they know, they moved into the same apartment complex as Bailey's favorite Youtubers Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After another failed attempt to leave the new apartment building, teary eyed Bailey runs through the complex, smacking into someone and tumbling down a flight of stairs. That someone, turned out to be Dan Howell. Conserned for the sad, nervous, fragile looking girl in front of him, Dan offers to walk Bailey back to her apartment. From then on, a friendship blooms between the two, but is it too late for Dan to save the young girl from her own mind?

Living With AmazingPhil and Danisnotonfire » p.l. & d.h. by sincerelyashtyn

This is a work of fiction. It may include: violence, intense sexual contents, and vulgar language. If any of these actions may bother you don't read this fanfiction. _______ Copyright belongs to Wattpad user: sorryimhope, anyone using the plot and/or characters will be fined. if someone is using my story please tell me.

Daniel Howell Imagines by brolbybs

IMPORTANT NOTICE THESE WERE ALL WRITTEN BEFORE DAN CAME OUT! THESE ARE IN NO WAY MEANT TO DISRESPECT HIM OR HIS SEXUALITY. WARNINGS: EXPLICIT/SEXUAL LANGUAGE AND CONTENT (discontinued) Alright. Since Wattpad wants to play that game... I'm going to re-write and publish my Dan Howell imagines. I really don't understand this... I had a warning in the description, and had the mature tab marked. Anyway, here we go! Yes, this book does contain smuts and imagines for the one and only Daniel Howell(danisnotonfire). If you are under the age of 15, DO NOT READ. Copyright © philsfrostyeyelash 2016-2017 6/15/17 100k reads 7/19/17 150k reads 8/16/17 200k reads

pretend (phan) by audrat

Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then Dan's parents decide he needs to love someone rather than himself, and when Phil shows up at his mansion steps, Dan's parents grow fond of him- so much that the two are exchanging rings and Phil is moving in with his new spouse. They tell Dan he should give it a few months, to be patient, and if he still doesn't like him then they'll sign the divorce papers and call it quits. Marriage isn't perfect, right? Well this one is the exact example. But they could always pretend.

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How to Help Howell?

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)