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Diary Of A Lovesick, Immature, Slightly Depressed Fangirl (A Dan Howell Fanfic)

MyLittleGhostKing

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Parts 16
Time 2h 2m

MyLittleGhostKing

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Book 1 in the Lifeless series (you'll get it if you read it)
22 year old Alec Samantha Burleigh has been watching YouTube since it started back in 2006. She has watched the works of many people, from Jenna Marbles to Smosh Games to Tyler Oakley. But two of those YouTubers have stood out and made a difference in her life, apart from entertainment. But will one little accident lead to one of her own fanfictions becoming a reality?

***WARNING: I DO NOT OWN DAN HOWELL, PHIL LESTER OR ANY OTHER PEOPLE FROM REAL LIFE.***DOES NOT INCLUDE SEXUAL CONTENT; DOES INCLUDE CUSSING***All Rights Reserved

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Save Her (Daniel Howell) by PunkRock_LifeStyle

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The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

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Awkward// Daniel Howell x reader [unedited] by fairyerimbin

{completed} You're an awkward and shy girl, who's done with school. You don't have many friends. Your parents are not supportive of you, even though they say it's for the best. You decide to move to London. To escape of the bullies from your school, to escape from your parents. But mostly, to live closer to your two favourite Youtubers, Daniel Howell and AmazingPhil. You're dreaming to meet them, but what if you do. Would you run away? Would you talk to them? This is a fanfiction of Daniel Howell. It's an interactive story, so you'll be in the story, you are the leading role. Officially entered in #wattys2016

I'm not perfect- Adopted by Phan FanFic by alexaisnotfunnyy

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Save Her (Daniel Howell)

Bailey is depressed and extremely anxious. She can barley leave her house without having a panic attack. Her mind is constantly mocking her, yet nothing is working. Her medicine is useless, and her therapy is pointless. When her parents feel like Bailey needs a change of scenery, they move across the world to London, England. Little did they know, they moved into the same apartment complex as Bailey's favorite Youtubers Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After another failed attempt to leave the new apartment building, teary eyed Bailey runs through the complex, smacking into someone and tumbling down a flight of stairs. That someone, turned out to be Dan Howell. Conserned for the sad, nervous, fragile looking girl in front of him, Dan offers to walk Bailey back to her apartment. From then on, a friendship blooms between the two, but is it too late for Dan to save the young girl from her own mind?