Stream of Consciousness
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Last published Tue, Dec 7, 2021
As a half-human-half-vampire combination, Juli struggles to find a sense of belonging. In the wake of his guardians' deaths and newfound adulthood, he makes a place for himself as the prince of the monster realm. Juli doubts his relationships, his biology, and even his own sexuality, relying on the people around him to help him through these tough times. Follow his stream of consciousness as he discovers more about himself and his loved ones!
Part 1 - In which Juli ponders death knowing that everyone he loves exists on different timelines.
Part 2 - In which Juli fears his vampiric nature.
Part 3 (incoming) - In which Juli struggles with his asexuality.
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Each chapter will have its own theme and time will progress with each one. This is more of a passion project and it is part of something bigger I am writing.
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