Present in hell with a beautiful past

They say the past is gone, future is untold but the present is a gift.
It turns out Zayn's past was more of a gift than the present or future could give.
A born dumb 15year old losses his mother and realises he was a prince in a little heaven created by his mum but due to her depart, his honey and milk life came to an end and he had to face the facts of life.
It is a CRUEL world
Will he ever find someone to protect his soul like his mom protected his childhood?
And will he ever forgive his mother for lying to him about the cruel world?