It might be closer to despair| JohnDave

sadstuck bullshit. This story more or less was a vent book at the beginning of the school year and I havent stopped writing it since.

Dave Strider (in this book) struggles with self harm and suicidal ideation. He finds out that his best online friend, John, is moving to Texas. Dave lives in Texas. He uses this as motivation to stop cutting and take care of himself. But when the day finally comes, it turns out John isnt actually living in his town, or so he thinks. This dilemma causes Dave to go down a downward spiral to the brink of suicide. After his attempt, he wakes up the next day to find out John actually DOES go to his school. They spend the whole day together and eventually Dave spends the night at Johns.
What will these two do next? Fall in love? Pshh, no WAY! Dave and John are NOT homosexuals...right?

ART IS NOT MINE

Art cred : Pankcakestein on tumblr