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Life & Love of the Tormented

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Amelia Black is an angsty, music loving, 24 year old who has just started a Photography Major at Griffith University in Brisbane, Australia. 

She thinks she has herself and her life figured out, that's until she meets Carter. 

The sweet, gentle man she'd be so proud to take home to introduce to her Mum. But she knows with her past trauma and reoccurring mental health issues, she'll end up hurting him and fucking him up in the process of loving him... 

Why couldn't he have just been a one night stand like she'd planned on?

After a severe decline resulting in a path of self destruction and bad decisions Amelia finds herself at a crossroads. 

Can she save herself and love Carter like he knows she can or will she continue to destroy herself taking Carter and anything good down with her?  

Is this kind of love worth fighting so hard for?

'Tormented'
adjective
   - experiencing or characterized by severe physical or mental suffering

18+
Descriptions of heavily sexual scenes, violence and drug use. Strong language and mature themes are used regularly and throughout. 

All words, stories and characters are my own.All Rights Reserved

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