"Silence" Book 1
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What do you do when the person that loved you more than the world itself, dies?
Thats the question Damian is asking himself. After the death of his mom Damian isn't sure what to do with himself anymore. Crying seems like the only solution at the moment. Or is it? How could the charming new kid, Alastor Mcay ever mend Damian's heart back together? Will their new found friendship flourish into something more or will it collide with a blizzard.
And who are these letters from?
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⚠️!WARNING!⚠️
- bxb (gay)
- horribly written
- Grammer mistakes
- there is some triggering things so if your sensitive to : mention of death, panic / anxiety attacks, and or yelling.
- may contain minor language
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May you enjoy!
Started - mm/dd/2019
Ended - 3/29/22
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