I Want To Be
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Alysa, an early high school burnout who's only solace is her job at the Hue Cafe.
Evangeline, a perfect girl with perfect grades, and the perfect life.
After a chance encounter with the other in a car accident, they both find themselves stuck carpooling for the time being, which begins to spread rumors that could both tip Alysa over the edge, and shatter Evangeline's life as she knows it. What are they left to do when the rumors cause everyone, even the teachers, to push them together?
More importantly, what happens when one begins to think that these rumors might not be so fake after all?
* Warning - This story may contain themes of:
Depression
Self-Harm
Suicidal Thoughts
Homophobia
Transphobia
If anything in the story happens to be a trigger to you, please stop reading. I will summarize every chapter after the prologue to the best of my abilities, so that should you skip something, you won't miss too much. Your mental health is more important than any story could be.*
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