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Falling

theotherlucifer

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theotherlucifer

2x15 criminal criminalminds depression dilaudid drugaddiction drugs hurtnocomfort sad season2 spencer spencerreid suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

oh the pain.

its a numbness that lingers wherever he is. holding him so tightly and pressing him down, suffocating him. yet still he always feels so alone. the pain is a guiding hand that pulls him further into a darkness of no return. it's a pain that hurts so deep down yet targets every inch of his body. it doesn't let him rest. it's a pain that makes everyday feel so achingly the same - so long yet just a blur.

the needle is his only break. it takes it all away for just a moment.

 

set after 2x15 (revelations) reid struggles with a severe drug addiction and memories of that day.

this fic is sad so be warned.All Rights Reserved

2x15 criminal criminalminds depression dilaudid drugaddiction drugs hurtnocomfort sad season2 spencer spencerreid suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

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