Falling
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Last published Wed, Nov 24, 2021
oh the pain.
its a numbness that lingers wherever he is. holding him so tightly and pressing him down, suffocating him. yet still he always feels so alone. the pain is a guiding hand that pulls him further into a darkness of no return. it's a pain that hurts so deep down yet targets every inch of his body. it doesn't let him rest. it's a pain that makes everyday feel so achingly the same - so long yet just a blur.
the needle is his only break. it takes it all away for just a moment.
set after 2x15 (revelations) reid struggles with a severe drug addiction and memories of that day.
this fic is sad so be warned.
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