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Crestfallen [Bakudeku]

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Reads 66,617
Votes 2,748
Parts 40
Time 3h 20m

A person, who battles against suicidal thoughts, calls up the suicide hotline. The sweet and engaging voice helped him in ways he couldn't describe, probably even made him fall in love. 

Unfortunately, a few unnecessary situations and fights, lead him to worse problems.

crestfallen /ˈkrɛstfɔːlən/
(adjective)
meaning - sad and disappointed 

⚠ Disturbing facts may be mentioned in the book like abuse, suicide attempts and cutting. If uncomfortable at any point, I suggest you stop reading immediately. 

Started: 14/12/21
Completed: 12/5/22

©cxrxmel-mxcchixto 2021All Rights Reserved

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Home. by StaryClxuds

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Home.

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