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Loving Me

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Reads 47
Votes 4
Parts 3
Time 6m

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Angry tears brim my eyes as I stare into pale green eyes. I used to love those eyes so much,  now they only remind me of how badly he hurt me. How much he broke me.

James lifts a hand to reach out and touch me. I avade contact by taking a step back. As he slowly lowers his hand, confusion overtakes his face.

"Angel, I..." 

"Don't... Just don't" I cut him off as he takes a step closer to me. 

Before he can attempt to speak again a warm, mucular arm warps around my waist, lending me strength, easing the turmoil in my heart and mind

Pale green eyes meet deep blue ones above my head, and something I don't quite catch flicker in his eyes for les than a second.

"Ready to go Angel?" Ben ask me.

I slightly turn my head to meet his eyes and give him a small grateful smile. "sure, let's go."

He intertwines our fingers, and as he leads me towards the door I look to James. "Bye James." All I receive in return is a small nod as his jaw is clenched tight.All Rights Reserved

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