Santa x reader

(Y/N) felt trapped and conflicted for their whole existence, it was painful, and to think that this was all caused by one holly jolly man who has brought smiles on children's faces for generations, Ol' Saint Nicholas himself. Known to most of the population as Santa Clause. Many people have told them, "He's real, and he's alwaaaays watching!" And, "Pfft, you believe in Santa? What are you 5? He isn't real!" It's almost December yet again, so how were they meant to know that it would turn into the best days of (Y/N)'s whole pitiful existence?