am·biv·a·lence /amˈbivələns/ noun the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. It all started with Elliot's eyes not budging from the screen that sat in her kitchen. She sat in silence, she knew he could pull through but if he didn't she wanted to know, so she sat in that chair or paced around the hardwood floor for almost three weeks. Anxiety attacks after one another. but then everything stopped, he was dead, she had no one and, it was all because of him. When her nightmares become real once more. Having to go back into the Games. Again. Enemies to lovers (kinda) Fem oc x Finnick Odair Catching fire - Mockingjay part 2 flash backs included Slowburn TW⚠️: Death, torture, prostitution, Violence, PTSD, Alcoholism, Addiction, ect. Started: November 25th 2021 Published: December 6th 2021 Finished: November 26th 2022