am·biv·a·lence
/amˈbivələns/
noun
the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
It all started with Elliot's eyes not budging from the screen that sat in her kitchen. She sat in silence, she knew he could pull through but if he didn't she wanted to know, so she sat in that chair or paced around the hardwood floor for almost three weeks. Anxiety attacks after one another. but then everything stopped, he was dead, she had no one and, it was all because of him.
When her nightmares become real once more. Having to go back into the Games. Again.
Enemies to lovers (kinda)
Fem oc x Finnick Odair
Catching fire - Mockingjay part 2
flash backs included
Slowburn
TW⚠️: Death, torture, prostitution, Violence, PTSD, Alcoholism, Addiction, ect.
Started: November 25th 2021
Published: December 6th 2021
Finished: November 26th 2022
This is an AU of sorts so not everything is like the movie/book
Finnick Odair and Y/n Y/l/n are both Victors of former hunger games. Not to mention best friends and loves.
Unlike Katniss and Peeta, their love was never a hoax.
It's always been real.
Now, it's time for the for the third quarter quell... Only, the Victors are to be put back into the arena...
Who will go back? One? Both? Neither? If one of them do, will they make it out alive?
Read to find out.
|👉This was originally written as an OC x Finnick, so in some places there may be information not based on reader.👈|
Finished on: 4.1.2021