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Last published Wed, Jan 13, 2016
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"although i had ones that didn't want me to die i've never felt loved! although i've had everything in my life i always felt sad deep inside. although i had really good memories it felt like i never were truly happy. i've never felt pretty or worthy or anything positive.the problem is me. it has always been." i whispered while tears were falling down my face.then i dropped the razor on the floor. "now is it what people call ordinary? "
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