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The things I do
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freakishlyfreakyfrea
Ongoing, First published Nov 26, 2021
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"what if you change your mind, what if I'm not enough, what if you later feel like a guy is better" 

Breaking hearts is what Zax does and she doesn't know how to stop, she keeps trying but it's hard to understand love and its concept.

But will a certain stranger she met on a the internet teach her what it means to feel vulnerable and in love?

Can she finally redeem herself? 

Can she finally understand how all the people she broke hearts of felt?
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