Just Feeling Suicidal
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Raven Gilbert is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied at school and is abused at home by her father. Her older brother abandoned her when he turned eighteen and was able to get a ticket to New York City.
One day Raven's had enough and decided to end her life by jumping off the school building late at night. She's stopped by a group of boys who just transferred to her school. They're known as the Beasts. They convince Raven to give them thirty days to show her that life is worth living and she agrees.
Follow Raven as she embarks on a journey to findm herself and makes new friends and finally find worth in herself.
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