"Your disgusting" "God doesn`t even love you" "No one will ever love you" "Why don`t you just die?" Insults like these from strangers doesn`t effect me that much. But when it comes from my own family? It was enough to KILL me. But then I met him, and my life changed...for the good..and the worst. **Trigger Warnings: Self Harm, Suicide attempts and Depression** **Contains: Homophobic language, Homophobia, Religious views, Discrimination, Hate Crimes**All Rights Reserved