[tw: suicide, self-harm, blood/gore, etc...]
ni-ki had never been one for self-deprecation.
he knew that his hyungs loved him, knew they cared and saying he did it for their sake seemed like a blatant way of excusing selfishness.
but in this moment, his mind appeared otherwise convinced. not that it mattered either way, so why not just accept that he didn't actually care?
when push came to shove, this was his decision. his decision only. and he wouldn't stop till the only thing left was an empty shell.
[SHORT STORY]
spoiler: sad ending
in which charlotte carrera finds herself more conflicted than she has ever been in her entire life.
rafe cameron x fem! oc || seasons one + two + three of outer banks!
started: 08.14.21
finished: tbd