All I ever wanted
kukkuuryyd
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  • Reads 27,310
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  • Parts 40
  • Time 6h 8m
kukkuuryyd
Complete, First published Nov 28, 2021
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They were young, and she loved him more than anything. She wrote a love letter to him, a poetry, but nothing went like she wanted.
Nowadays, after ten years she still tries to forget. 
But she can't.
Summer tour is starting, and her brother is trying to get her to tour with his band. 
She has to meet him, the love of her life.
Will it be the best summer she has ever had, or will it contain only jealousy, sadness and anger?

And what will happen after the summer...
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