Confessions Of An Overthinker
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Monica thought she had life all figured out. She believed in Karma, so she moved through the world with careful restraint, never offending, never crossing lines. But life seemed to have other plans for her long before she realized.
Now, she's trapped between logic and paranoia. Can Monica brave the odds and fight the unseen force determined to keep her unhappy? Or will she lose herself to overthinking, becoming a shell of who she once was?
Is she paranoid, delusional... or could her overthinking actually save her life?
Experience life through Monica's eyes as she records a series of strange, seemingly random events, desperate to find a pattern that makes sense.
Based on true events. Names and details have been altered to protect the identities of those involved.
Highest rank since 2022
#27 Broken-hearted Sept 1, 2022
# 25 Crazy Lovestory Nov 9, 2022
#12 Manipulative Sept 3, 2022
#6 Paranoid Nov 9, 2022
#1 Narcissistic August 8, 2022
#1 Overthinking August 26, 2022
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