Still Holding On
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Last published Mon, Jun 15, 2015
Amanda doesn't care about anything.
At least she thinks she doesn't.
Amanda can't stand her sister Amber. Amber is everyone's vision of the "perfect sister", and Amanda can't stand it.
She constantly hears things like 'Amanda, you should wear the clothes that Amber wears'
'Amanda, you should behave like Amber in school'
'Amanda, you should hang out with Amber's friends'
Amanda doesn't try because she knows that she'll never be good enough...
until something happens.
When Amber gets severely injured in a car crash, Amanda realizes how much she actually does care.
Amanda hates herself and is full of regret for not caring.
She promises Amber that she will make up for everything she did and give Amber the best possible life before she passes away.
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