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Sie ist 17 Jahre alt als sie beschließt aufzugeben. Nichts hat mehr einen Sinn. Niemand liebt sie oder hat es je getan, keiner wird sie retten und der Tod ist die einzige Lösung. Alkohol und Seroquel und das hätte es gewesen sein sollen.
Doch sie überlebt und findet sich in der Psychiatrie wieder.
Eine Geschichte über Leid, Angst und Hoffnungslosigkeit aber auch über Liebe, Freundschaft und MutAll Rights Reserved

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Die Dunkelheit
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Cold Water

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