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Apathetic Boy

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ap·a·thet·ic
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showing or feeling no interest, enthusiasm, or concern.
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Angel. He was a ball of sunshine. Smiled all the time, even on bad days. Always kept his chin high. Considering he never had a stable relationship with his family, nor any friends. He still felt as if he had it all. Even more so when he got into a romantic relationship. Though betrayal struck. Which left Angel heartbroken. Now all there is left of him is a shell of what was. So now, he drowns his sadness and pain in a good 'o bottle of booze, a firm pack of cigs, and rough yet protected sexual intercourse. He saw that there wasn't going to be a person right for him and his desires, though that all changed when sweet Beau stumbled to the front counter.
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Benedict better known as Beau is a well kept together, quiet giant. He spends most of his time with friends and family. He always had an interest in getting into a romantic relationship with someone, but never went through due to Beau not knowing what or how to do things. Beau is smart but slow when it comes to things like that. He hasn't had much interest in a person till a person was behind the counter taking his order.
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⚠ Trigger Warning ⚠ 
     > Includes sex scenes, BDSM, roleplay/foreplay, rope play, bondage, degrading, and exhibitioning.
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