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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐌𝐞 -𝐁.𝐄.

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lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters. 


Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic. then suddenly it wasnt.  12/18/20 her mom dies and soon after her dad gets a job offer in LA. 

Billie. The popular girl. she had a heart of gold ,a smile as bright as the stars in the sky.Shes always there for others helping them with their skeletons and demons, but people never seemed to stop and ask her how shes holding up. 

Then Jhene came.

She saw through the loud laugh and the bright smile. she felt weirdly drawn to her, she barely knew her but wanted to somehow fix her. 

"Whatre you gonna do ? heal me of all my problems ?"

"you know what. maybe i will." billie scoffs.

"good luck."All Rights Reserved

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